ambivalent
/æmˈbɪv.ə.lənt/
adjective
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Simultaneously experiencing or expressing opposing or contradictory feelings, beliefs, or motivations.
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Alternately having one opinion or feeling, and then the opposite.
"He has an ambivalent relationship towards his parents."
Synonyms:
fluctuating, vacillating, wavering, conflicted, uncertain, undecided, unresolved